I wake up, and teardrops, they fall down like rain. I put on that old song we danced to and then I head off to my job, I guess not much has changed. Punch the clock, head for home, check the phone just in case, go to bed, dream of you. Well, that’s what I’m doing these days..
Before you leave me here, there’s something you should know. When the sun goes down in Georgia, I’ll be drifting back in time wishing love could have changed your mind. When the moonlight shines through the pinetrees, I’ll get lost in memories, dreaming you are here with me. Oh, it’s sad but true, I’m just your love sick fool. So when the sun goes down in Georgia, oh, I’ll be missing you…
What happened?
I don’t know where it all went wrong, whatever happened to our happy home? Lord help us. What happened to forever? What happened to for worse or better? What happened to our plans? What happened to the ring on her hand? What happened to our love? What happened to us…
I feel like I lost you tonight. Lost you forever. To some random prince charming who will sweep you off your feet because I couldn’t keep my act together and treat you like the princess you are. All I want is for you to be happy, which I know someone will make you. I love you so much, I’m so sorry. Live your life to the fullest and happy as you deserve to be. I’ll always love you, with everything I have. Always and forever, even if I did lose you…
Why do I constantly keep messing up? My life is in a vicious cycle of just constant let downs. I just wish I was who I used to be, who I said I was. I’m trying to figure myself out and what the hell is wrong with me. I’m asking God for all the help in the world. I just hope and pray that you’ll still want me when I can be who I once was. I’ll do everything to be that man again and be who you were proud of and who made you happy. I’ll fight for you until the day I die. I just hope and pray that you’ll still want me then. I’ll love you always and forever…
Why am I so broken? So empty? So hurtful, so shameful, so spiteful, so useless, worthless, piece of shit? Why am I what I am? Why can’t I be who you want me to be, who you need me to be? Why am I always such a fuck up? I’m so sorry for everything. I feel like I’ve lost you forever. I love you and I always will. I’m so sorry…
